Monday, December 25, 2006

Was listening to one of Miriam's more famous song "勇".



Then it strikes me, It's all about wanting to protect someone no matter what happens... Nthg more... It's rather simple... 我有那份勇气去保护你... But is it really true in reality? Are you willing to sacrifice everything to protect that someone? "仍全情投入伤都不觉痛" Is that really possible?


It's really weird, I want to believe it, but yet somewhere deep down inside, I know it won't happen...


But I'm still willing to risk it... =) Go! Go! FIGHting!!!


歌手：杨千桦 歌曲：勇


我也不是大无畏 我也不是不怕死
但是在浪漫热吻之前 如何险要悬崖绝岭 为你亦当是平地
爱你不用合情理 但愿用直觉本能去抓住你 一想到心仪的你
从来没有的力气 突然注入渐软的双臂


Chorus:

旁人从不赞同 连情理也不容 仍全情投入伤都不觉痛
如穷追一个梦 谁人如何激进 亦不及我为你那么勇
沿途红灯再红 无人可挡我路 望着是万马千军都直冲
我没有温柔 唯独有这点英勇 (1st, 2nd)
再没有支援 还是我这点英勇 (3rd)


我也希望被怜爱 但自愿扮作英雄去保护你
勋章比不留给我 仍然愿意为你撑下去 傲然笑着为你挡兵器


跌下来再上去 就像是不倒翁
明明已是扑空 再尽全力补充


渴望爱的人 全部爱得很英勇

Posted by JiaLinG at 4:22 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Sometimes I really hate the holidays... You know why?



Simply because I am GROWING HORIZONTALLY!!!! Eeee!!! Looking more and more like I'm going to be obese soon... Upgrade from FAT to OBESE.. Damn li hai sia. Kaoz... Maybe I should juz go and tio TOTO, then go for lipo lah. At least it's faster than dieting and exercising... Tio bo? Dun you agree? But have to suffer the pain of surgery sia, hmmm maybe not lah.. WAHhaha


WAHHAHA... And my newly purchased gym gear, haven even use once yet... New shoes, new shorts, new everything... WA LAO... They are practically shouting to me, "OI!!! FASTER GET UR FAT BUTT TO THE GYM!!! RUN!! JOG!!! DUN GEI SIAO LAH!"


Intimidated by my own stuffs, I think I'm going nuts soon... Maybe because I see too many skinny and slim ppl ard me nowadays... PRESSURE PRESSURE... Ahhhh! "I can't TAKE IT anYmore!!!!" *pulling hair, sCREAming* WA lao, damn drama, I'm such a drama queen -_-"


PLssss... Even when u see/realised that Ive put on like 10 kg.... (I think I have) Juz keep to yourself lah. You know, it's actually Rude to tell a person that he/she is FAT/plump/ba ba/rou rou/chubby/you fu qi/ all other words related to being FAT, etc.... That person will simply be hurt or will think you're such a meanie... *heart breaking sound* SO! Never ever comment on a person's weight or appearance. Even if you didn't meant anything bad lah... Ppl will just interpret it another way... Something like ---> "WHooo... I really LIKE ur chubby face, you look damn CUTE!" or "Rou rou de then gt Fu qi mah."


Eh pls lor, even if you think it's okay, it simply means FAT... Try getting those comments from other ppl lah, I think you most PROBABLY be soo affected, that you urself will start dieting and exercising the next min! I suspect some will even hide under their bedsheets and cry!! Eh, really lah! I'm not kidding sia...




But still, I can't deny it... I'm simply FAT -_- HA HA HA * cold laughter*


p.s : I HATE the school term much more than the holidays... It's like DUH!

I shall continue to enjoy my holidays ( 1 week left) and get fat.....

Posted by JiaLinG at 2:22 AM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

I've got my break from things in school. But I'm still feeling somewhat "empty".


Maybe I'm just tired of waiting. Everything I see or hear will eventually lead me to thinking abt IT...

Afraid of walking in the crowd because they always remind me of what I lack. Depressing and sad... Even the December grey skies too add to my misery.



Issit only me? I really HATE this......



1 more day to my b.d. Happy birthday to myself, but there's nthg to be happy about.


p.s: Life's short, treasure the ppl ard you... Dun ever regret not telling the person how much you love him or her... Showing your true feelings and showering them with love is one ought to do... You know what I mean?

Posted by JiaLinG at 4:49 PM