Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Not any different？

坚强的外表可能让人觉得我无法靠近。是个不需要别人的人。是个在任何时候都能一个人的人。

独立，倔强的外表让别人觉得我不同于普通女生。这也已经不是第一次有人这么提起我那“不同”的性格了。

但我是否真的不同？
也许吧。。。

是否小鸟依人和软弱的女生在这世界里比较吃香呢？
也许吧。。。

不做作，不依赖别人，已变成了我的缺点。很可笑，但我也接受了。

是时候放弃了吧，是嘛？开始真正一个人生活，也许能得到我所向往的。因为在别人眼里，我已经是那个“不同”的女生了。活在被人误会的世界里，被套上“不同”的形容词。我已全盘接受了。

我喜欢现在的自己。不想改变。 =)

Posted by JiaLinG at 4:29 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Nothing

Nothing to blog about.

Nothing interesting to share.

Back to school in another 4 days. Say "Hi" to term 3A. Pray hard for nice grpmates, pray hard for nice prof, pray hard for minimal work, pray hard for having a wonderful time in Strategy.

Gt pics, but too lazy to post. Anyway, nobody looks at them anyway. Sheesh...
How sad can my life be? Damn.

Blog shall closed for the entire holidays.

I seriously think this blog is up for the sick of ranting abt the bloody school and the ppl I met in school. The things ppl do, get my blood boiled and my heart pumped really quickly. At least I know I'm alive becoz of that.

Waiting for my di to come back, so that i can laff at him even more. I need to meet up with lots of ppl too, I wonder if they've forget abt me. I hope not. hmmmm

Meanwhile, there's still nthg to blog abt except the emptiness in my life.... *echoing*

Posted by JiaLinG at 1:51 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

SING sang sung...

Friday come quickly!

Sing! I'm going to sing until my lungs GIVE out on friday! WhooOOOOo

Exams over exams over
On Friday On Friday!
Kbox at Marina
Kbox at Marina
Here I come Here I come! WHOoooOO!
*Sing to the tune of 两只老虎*

15th week freaks me out, at the same time it perks me up too!

BACK TO AUDIT.... *pui*

Posted by JiaLinG at 5:19 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Not in the right mind

我为什么要当个审计员。

为什么？我是不是疯了！我是不是在虐待自己？

天啊！！！

慢慢开始失去理智。。。哈。。哈。。。。哈。。。。。
不懂我在说什么？去查查看，你就知道了。

我快疯了！！

Posted by JiaLinG at 5:44 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

歌曲: 飘着

歌手: 孙燕姿专辑: 逆光
作词: 陈镇川作曲: 李伟菘

空气中
呼吸都凝着
我让思考放空
看你转身上楼
我知道
这就是答案了
还能怎么感受
那残余的温柔

当黑夜清晰过白昼
当快乐赔上了所有
当理智熬不过放纵
你的神色什么都淡了
我还守着爱飘着

da la la la...

你回头
就像往常笑着
好像在原谅我
绑住你的自由

当黑夜清晰过白昼
当快乐赔上了所有
当理智熬不过放纵
我的神色什么都算了
却还守着爱飘着

错在明知是错
快乐该怎么选择
我爱错
我只能选择沉默
不该嘶吼

当盲目的黑夜
清晰过白昼
当奢侈的快乐
赔上了所有
当假装的理智
熬不过放纵
每个路口
怎么转都错
我进退不得
谁救我

飞不进你梦中
偷一点感受
飞不回原来我
冰冷的躯壳
就这样漂浮着
悲伤的穿梭
感觉掏空
灵魂不在了
爱情突然失重
在飘着

你感觉出歌曲想表达的意境吗？

是心碎的感觉。
是无助的感觉。
爱情走的时候就是如此的痛。

超忧郁。

Posted by JiaLinG at 1:22 AM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Panic

I've slept enuff,
I've slack enuff, (after tonite)
I've watch enuff tv. (after tonite)

After getting back from dinner with dk, I need to face those sickening books/notes/past-yr exams on my desk.... I already wasted half of my sunday away...

I really do HATE this. Exams are invented to make life miserable for all students. We're really poor thing, aren't we? Why can't they abolish anything that relates to exams/tests/quizes? I promise I will learn even without them! I PROMISE.... =(

Dun care liao, go out le then say! hahahha... Shall panic when I get home. Really panic... hahaha