Tuesday, March 28, 2006
I screwed up. It's the most crappy feeling ever. Expected it, but still can't take it lightly. I thought I'm someone who dun care abt grades, but it still affected me somehow. I tried to laugh it off, but i can't help but to feel Moody.disappointed.sianz... Pls let this feeling go away. I'm not the ambitious type of person, my goal is simple-> Let me pass. Let me graduate. Many ppl will think that i'm CRAZY not to aim high and score well when i'm back in school, I just dun want to be bother abt this... I'd mug when it's needed just that I din go the extra mile (wanted to, but it never happened). There's lots of ppl who expect me to do WELL in school... okay maybe better than well, they expect me to EXCEL! Let me go through uni my own way, It's my life... I promised myself, I know wat's my goal. So just let me do my thing.... I wun regret.... I know i won't!And yes.... I'm glad I have my family wif me, always there always around, I'm really blessed.... Thanks mum.dad.bros...... luv ya ....
I had enuff of that GPA talk around me... If u wan to die just becoz u got a B for a mod and an overall GPA 3.7 out of 4, I think u are one CRAZY asshole... I never understand that kind of mentality...
However, I'm glad I've known a few good frens in school. They're a bunch of crazy ppl. We laff at the lamest joke, and yes i had fun laffing and joking ard in school. Bitching and crapping.... We're nt those high fliers, we're just those normal folks in school. At least It's good to be in the normal caliber sometimes. heee BUT I'm still really glad I got them at least... Thanks ppl! U know who u are... My bad temper and mood swings are really hard to handle, but u guys tolerate and pull through my crazy mood.. *hugz* I know we are working hard and let's pull through this sem together! Gambatte! Thanks for caring, thanks for asking abt me... I'm alrite.... It's nt the end of the world... i know... hahaa
This post is for our struggles in school. We CAN do it! I know we can! no more tears... pls... It's really sad to see those tears flowing down... Hold on ppl...
Get it over and jiayou ba jialing!
Get it over and jiayou ba my frens!
I din expect this to be an emotional post... weird tt it end this way...
Ps: Not to forget, all my pals... DK.MsANG.XW.MinZ.ChenG.JiE.ALLPALs..... thanks for all the encouragement! i miz u guys lots and lots....
Posted by JiaLinG at 9:35 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Drowning
I'm Drowning... *Glup glup glup struggling*Wat the hell... Screwed up for BGS yet again... Got back quiz 3, sianz gt below median. Suddenly realised that my classmates are all SIAO ppl, say din study yet all ppl get 70 and above! WTH.... gt study then say gt study lah!! Dun fake with me to make me feel better lk that lor... Helll.... -_- Fakies all ard.... k lah k lah, I'm juz jealous lah... Can? Coz i din even manage to get the median score.... So BitchinG abt ppl now.... I'm juz a unhappy person lah... ARGhhh btw, i juz pass my paper.. 50.. nice digits... hai........
Yet AGAIN! We gt a BGS surprised quiz today! WAT THE... damn shocked and surprised! I DIN study then u quiz wat shit?!! WHY WHY... Why am I the onli unfortunate soul ard? Think this time, i'm really dead lah... hai.... kinda gave up already... BGS -> killer mod.... All out to torture and kill me. Next WEd, DOOM's day... Presentation, first grp somemore... Why am i sooo heng? dunno how badly we're going to get shot down by those Professional judges sia... *pray real hard* We haven even started anything yet(yes... report nt done, presentation nt prepared) *faintz* Gonna burn fri/sat/sun liao.... killer WEEK here i come!!!
*still DROWNING*
*splish and splash*
HAi.... Bad mood every single day... Real moody these few weeks, think it's going to get worse when nearing the 15th week... Real worried. I wonder how long I can hold on... I need more chilling sessions! More KTv sessions (yeah! at least i went KTV wif diana and ms ang last sat) heeee =D
presenting to you...... Lee Hom...
okay, basically, we were there watching MTV, xin shang shuai ge, sing our heart out... YEs... Most songs sang were SOOO SAD, I think ppl next door will think we are suffering from depression... I'm nt kidding... really 悲情演唱会... hahaha! It's okay... We like can liao! Coz all the sad songs are NICE MAH!
Here's another pic.... presenting DK and Ms Ang
some bo liao shot at G2000 while waiting for Ms Ang... think the person behind us, seriously wan to be in the pic lor.. Peeking at us.. haiyoh.... hahahhaa
Yup.. yet another shot... I was really bored! I lk the orangy effect sia... heeee
Alrite... Tt's all... I really need to go out more... But I dun think it will ever happen.... Projects DUE! Deadlines DUE! Test! (yup, btw... I've gt MA quiz tml)... Hai... wish me luck.... =/ *weak smile*
FREEDOM! Give them back to me!!!
Posted by JiaLinG at 11:51 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
MIA
yah...As usual, MIA again...hahaaBusy? nah... Just too lazy to update.... Nthg much happen, jus more school/projs/tests... Freaking sianz. Nt picking up any speed in whatever I do... Restless sia...
I seriously need KTV sia... Still have to wait for another 5-6 weeks before I can even step into any Kbox outlet! (due to the no. of deadlines and tests i will have!) I WAN MY KTV.... Jio me go K... Need to relac.... Damn bo life liao... tt's so sad....
Will post some pics up soon... Momo pics (Yes! First clubbing experience... For ppl who know me well, they know tt i NEVER ever go chiong sia.... But often I was mistaken for an hardcore clubber, still wondering why? i look very guai sia) YES! dun lafff.. I am very guai looking.... -_-"
Then museum trip! (YES.. CT is fun! but hor, those bloody participation marks again.. MUZ speak up whenever I can... And Margaret Chan is such a fun and interesting prof! I lk her sia... hahhaa *ahem* rem her as the actress from "Master of the Sea". Some flop ang mo show on channel 5.... hehehhee)
la la la... blogging in MA classs... Can see how bored I am.. Actually update during classs.. wahahahaha...
WhooOoo! For the first time in 1.5 mths! I'm meeting dear.xw for dinner tonite! hahaha.. sorry ger, din even get to go out/lunch wif you sia... Coz both of us are busy wif school and stuff...
And to all my frens out there! I PROMISE! I will make the effort to go out with u guys whenever I can! Miz all of u tons! *hugzzzz*